Oh this is BullShit

I don't think anyone reads this thing, and I'm afraid to become an active member of a blog community because a few I've read have ended complicated - don't need any more complications in my life that... there are qualifications, as one can imagine.

OMG - I'm typing this thing with a theme and wondering.... Does he think I'm needy?

TS told me he's not ready for a relationship, of which I not only understand but agree. I would have dropped it/him TOTALLY but GB thought I should be a grown-up. So I was and I tried the grown-up/understanding thing and it seemed to work well.

Thing is, thing is, thing is...

Now I'm feeling like he feels sorry for me - FATT - Fuck All To That. Who the hell needs to feel sorry for me????

I'm trying to be a friend/strong but he's comforting me... But yet I want to be comforted and he probably wants to be the strong one.

I keep telling him I'm not complicated and neither one of us are convinced.



On that note, this IS art and not because the last A-Hole I lived with took the ladder...
(still not convinced???)