Wednesday, May 31, 2006

GHOST RIDE THE WHIP

I'm learning so much these days... Who knew "Ghost Riding The Whip" existed???

The definition from Wikipedia: Ghost riding is a stunt performed with a vehicle, such as a bicycle or automobile, where the rider or driver exits the moving vehicle, leaving it in motion unattended. The rider then procedes to dance either along the ride or on top of it.
Ghost riding is an aspect of the Hyphy culture, born out of the Bay Area hip hop movement. Ghost riding the whip, though dangerous, is one of the highest forms of going dumb and as such is one of the best representations of the style of hyphy. The term "ghost ride the whip" appeared in E-40's song Tell Me When to Go.


Here are some boys from the OC (I enjoy the white boy flare) to demonstrate:
OC Boys GRTW

I'll have to try it with Grandma next weekend :)

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

What Sesame Street Puppet Are You?

Yea, I'm...





You Are Bert



Extremely serious and a little eccentric, people find you loveable - even if you don't love them!



You are usually feeling: Logical - you rarely let your emotions rule you



You are famous for: Being smart, a total neat freak, and maybe just a little evil



How you life your life: With passion, even if your odd passions (like bottle caps and pigeons) are baffling to others

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

100 Things About Myself

Kai, the girl writer of a blog I enjoy reading, posted her 100 things about herself, so I thought I'd attempt mine...

1. I'm not an extremely original person when it comes to most things.
2. I don't eat meat or pork because I don't like it, period.
3. I had to buy a California King sized bed because my dogs sleep with me.
4. I have a Rhodesian Ridgeback and a Jack Russel.
5. The Rohdesian thinks it is his bed.
6. I'm a computer programmer.
7. I was an econ major but taught myself to program 2 years after graduation.
8. I didn't use a computer until my senior year in college.
9. Still can't figure out when to use 'where' and when to use 'were'.
10. I know when to use 'wear' and 'ware'.
11. I hate the mall.
12. I hate trying on clothes at the mall.
13. I only buy clothes on line.
14. Trader Joes is my favorite grocery store.
15. I don't like southern California and want to move out.
16. I've never been married or engaged.
17. The closest I got to engaged or married was, 'Come on Sam, let's just go get married right now'. Romantic, no?
18. I said 'no f'ing way'.
19. Recently I fell in love with a Canadian.
20. He broke it off with me in an email.
21. Aggressively confrontational people aren't worth my time.
22. I have a very good sense of direction.
23. I can't spell and live by spell check.
24. Numbers is what I understand.
25. I took 3 years of college Spanish and still can barely put a sentence together.
26. I started riding horses when I was 10, 28 years ago.
27. Yes, I'm 38.
28. I trust few people.
29. I've always lived at least a half hour or less from the pacific ocean.
30. I only came home from 3 and a half months in Europe because my mom wouldn't send me any more money and I couldn't find a job.
31. I was the fastest typer in my typing class in highschool.
32. No computers in that class, electric typewriters.
33. I hated gym.
34. Until recently, I only dated older (5, 10, 20 years) men.
35. I love comfort food late at night.
36. I'm trying to loose weight and convince myself that water is comfort food.
37. I event and show jump my horse in competitions.
38. Mostly it's more nerve racking than fun.
39. But when I win it's hugely gratifying.
40. I love to gamble, but hate to loose, so set limits when I go to vegas.
41. I would never gamble on line.
42. People who talk over me really irritate me.
43. I love animals more than I do people.
44. Not until just recently did I ever think I'd want a kid.
45. A hundred things is a lot to type when I don't trust anyone to know stuff about me.
46. My Grandfather Newton was the best man I've ever met and I miss him more than I show people.
47. I'm glad I got to see him before he passed, but I don't feel guilty for not going to his funeral (sorry mom). I grieved my own way...
48. My most favorite Aunt No No gave me the down payment for the house I now own. She gave me a bunch of great gifts, but besides the Sam's restaurant 2 dollar bill she gave me at a very young age of 6 and I still have, the house is 2nd best.
49. My father abandoned me and my brother when we left Japan at a young age. Now that he's sick, he wants to be in our life.
50. His Japanese wife won't let him talk to us so he 'sneaks' calls from the hospital he lives in Tokyo.
51. Haven't heard from my father lately.
52. I should be packing for the horse show but this is more fun.
53. Aunt Kay is the sweetest, most loving woman, and I wouldn't know a lot of things about my father if it wasn't for her...
54. My mom and brother love me unconditionally. I can say the same back.
55. Closest of friends are ones I've known from childhood (Ginnie, Stephanie) or from College (Amy, Joan, Kari, Bill, Malcolm, Seth) eventhough I haven't seen or talked to some of them for a while.
56. I dogged that guy at work again today. This will be the third time I tried to have a thing with him but couldn't. Think he'll give up?
57. Ginnie felt sorry for him the other day. I can't or else I'll lead him on - again.
58. He'd be the 4th and a half guy I dated from my job. Any one else see the trend I'm trying to break?
59. The half was Chuck, because although he worked for a vendor, I met him at work because he worked for a vendor.
60. Regarding the Canadian, he was the fourth long distant relationship I've had and I'm not talking about counties but states and countries...
61. Jay - Oregon. Thomas - Vienna. Ulf - Sweden.
62. Maybe I like long distant relationships?
63. I don't know how and don't like to 'date'.
64. One of my friends told Ginnie that I fall hard (something like that)for men. What's your point?
65. I'm starting to think there's something to the 'no sex for the first 3 months' thing. But don't tell Ginnie, she's mostly right....
66. This list is supposed to be a '100 things about myself'. I find myself typing a bunch of stuff not necessarily about me, but about others... (I deleted it, trying to stay focused).
67. I'm a fairly organized person.
68. When I really want something, it's hard for me not to have a tantrum when I don't get it...
69. I'm not confrontational - I'm an avoider...
70. Tank tops, exposed arms, are a no-no.
71. I drink so much water at work that I spend half the day in the girls room.
72. I tend to shred mail before opening it and have been known to shred checks.
73. I'm destine to win the lotto.
74. I like to suck on mints when I'm drinking wine.
75. I crack a lot. (my joints)
76. I have carpal tunnel and my fingers go numb when driving.
77. On a boat, in a body of water, is one of my favorite places.
78. I balance my check book every month, but not necessarily to the penny.

100 is a lot of things. I need another break...

Back from a long weekend and a horse show. Blue (my horse) and I won Reserve Champion at an "A" rated horse show in Los Angeles in the Adult Amateur division. Quite the accomplishment for us... Hopefully I can save my pennies and go to another show soon, or win the lotto...

79. Thinking up a hundred things is a pain in the butt.
80. I have a vegetable garden.
81. When people are mad at my dogs I take it way too personally.
82. I hate it when people talk about me eventhough I know it happens.
83. I talk about people to people.
84. This weekend I walked by Tom Selleck and was too chicken shit to say hello.
85. I actually slept this weekend. Running around the horse show exhausted me.
86. I forgot what I've already typed about myself.
87. Mostly I do things myself because I can't count on people to do them for me...
88. Sometimes I sound off ideas to people and later regret it because they take the ideas to heart, especially if they like the idea.
89. It's difficult for me to just sit and watch T.V. or read a book. I find I need to get up for some reason or another.
90. I'll leave dishes in the sink over night, but that's the longest.
91. My drier has been kinda broken for months now. Have to dry stuff 3-4 times.
92. I have 4 TVs in my 1030 sq ft house so that I can watch the show from every room as I'm doing stuff because I can't just sit on the couch and watch TV.
93. My dogs each chicken and rice for dinner.
94. I didn't smoke any cigarettes at the horse show and didn't miss them.
95. I smoked 3 when I got home yesterday.
96. I'm going to have to sell my horse soon.
97. I'll buy another one.
98. I wish I had a boyfriend/husband.
99. I'm glad I didn't marry any of my old boyfriends and that they are "old boyfriends".
100. I prefer salt over sweet.

There... Finished... That sucked...

Friday, May 19, 2006

If you're living in your head...

you're living in a bad neighborhood... A quote I read today that is very fitting for the way I'm feeling, depressed. And it's friday!!!!

I can't get RM out of my head. I'm missing him again. I was doing so well and the last two days have been rough. Not sure what happened. I don't want to date that guy from work, I decided, again. You'd think he'd give up. But I'm just not into him, not like I am (was?) RM. So maybe that's part of the reason I can't stop thinking about him, no distraction. Well thank god it's the weekend and I'll be busy and then next week, starting Thursday, I get to go to my first horseshow of the year. So that will keep me busy and I'll have fun with Gim.

I saw this today and laughed and cried at the same time... Funny and something I would love to send to RM, but can't...

Thursday, May 11, 2006

In Iraq

I don't know this guy, but stumbled upon his blog and find it very interesting so thought I'd share...

Jonny Atko

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Is Blogging Safe???

Great question... Wonder it many a times when the news tells me myspace isn't safe. Pretty sure Craig's list isn't safe either, since there's some guy you can get concert ticket's from if you suck him the best (he must have the littlest thing ever)...

I don't call myself a pro when it comes to computers, but this feels safe. Signed up for a myspace and didn't like the feel. Signed up for ebay and I use it occasionally, but not impressed. Thought about checking out Craig's list, but don't feel like sucking anything for anything but LOVE :)

So we will see how this goes...

Life is scary enough with face to face interaction. Not being able to look someone you don't know in the eye when conversing or conducting a transaction can be nerve racking...

Two days ago I was at the gas station, pumping it up, and a blue minivan pulled up on the other side quite quickly. I'm expecting the "you got a spare 20 for gas?" but am asked if I want to buy an entertainment center. "No Thank You" - Mostly because I really don't want one, but then I look at the situation...

He's in a van, Jersey-ish accent (I'm no expert), passenger at his side. I look to the back and I can see through the tinted windows to the gas station shop. What kind of entertainment center can't fill a minivan and block my view thru the windows? And then I see the head look up of a guy with a goatee laying on his back, in the back of the van.

My instincts are good, have been forever. But someone was testing me...

I truthfully hope I'm wrong and just have been watching too many T.V. shows. I watched them drive out, back onto the freeway and didn't take the license. I'm old enough to know that if they are trying to sell an entertainment center, then it's stolen. But then there was that guy in the back. Oh, he thru me, so I didn't get the license... SUCKS!!!

What the heck they had in mind, I try not to think too much about...

Monday, May 08, 2006

How Boyish/Girlish Are You???

Lame... I'm no rollercoaster, I'm a rock... or not...

You Are 10% Boyish and 90% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

Friday, May 05, 2006

Yea, It's Love - NOT

I don't mean to sound harsh, but I was just looking at that picture in the post "Yea, It's Love"... He looks old and fat.

Maybe it won't take me too long to get over that one...

I'm looking at the fortune taped to my terminal that says "Your wish will be granted next year". I pulled it from a fortune cookie 12/2005. I knew then what my wish was but not sure what it is now because it's not coming true this year as of Tuesday of this week.

Maybe the wish was/is to be in a loving, caring, happy, G.D. ("geographically desirable" - not the other one) relationship with someone, not just RM.

Yea, that's it...

Happy Cinco De Mayo


All the blogs I've been reading say this, so thought mine should too...

Found this photo and it made me laugh. Have no idea who the little wiener is other than "Brody".

Things are alright. Still recovering a bit but my friends have been great and supportive. Ginnie as always, Jayme called yesterday afternoon and we had a really great chat. She was making me laugh so hard, which makes me feel instantly better. Then Steph called. I've been a little bit neglecting her, but as one of my oldest friends she can be persistent, which is awesome.

Woke up in the middle of the night with a terrible stomach ache. Downed the pink stuff and feel back asleep an hour or so later. Today it's a little upset and bloated. I don't know what I ate... Maybe the TJ's chicken I originally cooked on Sunday was no longer good enough to eat last night??? I don't know but I'm not eating anything today. Maybe soup for dinner. Good thing anyways. I need to loose some weight and the bloating is making me feel even worse. Thought breaking up with Robbie would get rid of my appetite. Amazing how I can manage to forget about him for a bit so I can shove food down my throat. :)

Thursday, May 04, 2006

AT LEAST IT ISN'T ZERO

I don't know how I pulled a 0.8 for Love, but at least it wasn't zero...

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:
6.7
Mind:
6.5
Body:
7.7
Spirit:
6.7
Friends/Family:
5.4
Love:
0.8
Finance:
9.1
Take the Rate My Life Quiz


Is 6.7 good?

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Another One Bites The Dust

Morning email from RM:

back now. long trip. yes we will be taking a break as
the long distance relationship and work load is not
benefiting either of us. I have been informed that my
performance has slipped the last four months and will
be putting maximum focus on that issue.

I will talk to you later.

Robin


Of course we won't be talking later...

Oh Well, it was fun while it lasted...