Found out a lot of things yesterday. Still not quite sure how I feel about them. Usually I have Gim to help me out, but she's busy...

The usual reason I don't hear back from steph is because of a boy, which hasn't altered. The part I'm struggling with is she opted to O.D. on pills intead of calling me or someone.

And then the boy I'm in love with tells me he's going to visit his sister in Costa Rica, but hopes to see me in March maybe (got a free ticket)...

I hate people feeling sorry for me so I never say anything... Just fight thru it. Hope Mr.R can figure that out...