Found out a lot of things yesterday. Still not quite sure how I feel about them. Usually I have Gim to help me out, but she's busy...

The usual reason I don't hear back from steph is because of a boy, which hasn't altered. The part I'm struggling with is she opted to O.D. on pills intead of calling me or someone.

And then the boy I'm in love with tells me he's going to visit his sister in Costa Rica, but hopes to see me in March maybe (got a free ticket)...

I hate people feeling sorry for me so I never say anything... Just fight thru it. Hope Mr.R can figure that out...

I'm so new at this, I nearly created a new blog... Daa

But here's what I got...

Long time friend from highschool called me the other day... Call her "Steph". We went thru a bunch of stuff in highschool until she got into trouble and her parents blamed me and my parents. Yes... I wear the halo...

I had called her... (I'm off probation now, so it must have been at least 3 years ago.) Her dog had just passed, which sucks but I had spent a night in jail. She probably was loving it from what she endured and I escaped in highschool.

We've been e-mailing, although she lives 15 minutes down the road, since last week. I've ducked out of seeing her mother at the market a number of times in just the last 6 months. Mrs. M must live closer than Steph.

I've invited her over for dinner saturday night. Awesome!!! But she sends me an email that she doesn't care what I make as long as there's no WHEAT. Wheat.... What the hell has wheat in it?

I admit, I don't like red meet - Beef, pork (what ever with the "other white meet"), and game. No, I haven't told the Canadian, hunter, love of my life, that I don't like it... Maybe the way he prepares it with love will be delectable...

But Wheat???

Here's my plan...

T.J.'s (trader Joes) has a super yummy ricotta stuffed chicken breast that I'm pretty sure doesn't have wheat. Salad (no croutons) and hopefully there's a veggie I can steam. If not just the chicken and salad.

Desert - T.J.'s ice cream and berries (frozen if I gotta)

She said she'd bring the wine... No wheat in wine???? Or why is wine OK, but wheat? No wonder we subsidize.

On a different kick...

As far as I know I am the last of my college group to be married and have a kid. Here's the most handsomest boy born this January. Amazing and hope I'm that lucky some day...







On that note... Kwan - looks cuter now even though she has the same nose, you go girlfriend...

I've created a blog and realized I don't have anything to say right now...

This is going to be interesting...